November 19, 2001 / 1:00 p.m.

Sorry I haven't written in a while. A lot has happened. Well, not a lot in the cosmic scheme of things, but as far as "Sarah Time", we're talking lots.

I went and saw LJ for a couple of days. *purr* Every time I see him, I just fall a bit more. Just because existing with him is wonderful. I love being in the room with him, reading a book while he plays Playstation, watching him level up his characters...little things. Stuff like that makes me happy.

I moved some more of my stuff out of my old apartment. I'm sure St. Boi isn't real happy with that, but oh well. I came to a realization the other day. I will not let St. Boi limit my happiness. We were friends once, but no longer. I can move on.

So I did.

Things with the family are ok. Not great, not bad, but ok. I called rather late in the evening the other day because I broke my glasses. Now, being blind as a bat and having no alternate means to see with, I called my parents to see if there was anything they could do to assist. I wasn't expecting much, but options weren't exactly pouring out of my ears. Well, this apparently pissed them off. Moreso my father than my mother. But my father gets pissed of at me rather easily. Its just...I know I'm adopted. I know my biological father didn't want me. It just sucks knowing my adoptive father doesn't either.

Maybe I'm overexaggerating. But that's how I feel.

So. Overall, Sarah's life gets a B+. Which isn't bad. That can get you a scholarship if you play your cards right.

Sarah

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